May 30, 2005

Eat your heart out.

Shameless Snow has chosen to completely forget about our 1st year engagement anniversary. I'm so emotionally wrecked by his heartlessness. Let's hope the booze and otah at the party will make me feel better.

The last thing I need to hear at the party is his engagement with Fio.

xxx

Closest to God's eyes.

Three mentions of God today. One is when Ah girl doodled a girl asking for help (presumably, from the lecture) and I told her God helps those who help themselves. Then I added, luckily I don't believe in God.

Then, the wrapping up of the two-days TEACCH workshop was a short video that talked about autistic children. Said something like, in the process of 'fixing' them, we forgot to see the honesty, the purity in their eyes. Eyes that are the closest on Earth to God's eyes.

The third is also from the same video. It went 'How to make God laugh?' The answer, 'Tell him your plans.'

xxx

A good recipient

I am not destined to do massages for people. My fingers are too slender, too bony, and basically, aside from the days when I was in the school basketball team (and 'fingertip pumping' was an everyday warm up training), I have not strong fingers.

I used to give my parents massages when I was young. By standing on their back while they laid down on mats. All I needed to do was to walk on their backs, step on their shoulder blades and stand still on the joint areas. I had the perfect weight to do just that, they said.

Not anymore. I guess I'm too heavy. haha..

I haven't the technique to give massages too. At least, not with the hands. So, it does seem like it would be hard to get any service of that sort from me.

I'm really bad at it. Nevertheless, I'm a good recipient.

Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 21:37